Sunday, January 20, 2019

Learning to do, by Living to Serve

 
 
 
"A good teacher is like a candle- it consumes itself to light the way for others"
-Mustafa Kemal Ataturk
 
One of the reasons I love what I do is because I know that teaching makes a difference. This week was such a packed week that had me joining a faculty meeting on my phone in a van full of students as we headed to Harrisburg. It had me running hundreds of coats back and forth with my students at the Governor's Inaugural Ball until after 11pm that night. It was a week that I had dinner with Mr. Clark and his family, after his helping me get a new tire for my truck the day before. It was a week I wrecked my truck into a ditch after sliding on ice and Krista and her family came to my side. We spent the night digging it out until 2 am, and were saved by the 2 hour delay the next morning. We finished the week off with a retirement breakfast for the receptionist in the high school office, Cindy in Mr. Clark's room before school started, and I picked up KP's food science class that day as well.
 
This has been one of the craziest weeks of my life. I was tired and sore and felt like I crawled through Friday after my wreck with what was left of my physical and mental health (I wish someone would have told me about the back pain). My students went through the week just like any other, but I felt like I was doing everything I could to hold on until Friday. Despite all that I faced this week, I only had a small taste of what a fulltime ag teacher does, and I am coming to understand how much this profession demands.
 
What I learned this week, after all we went through to be the best teachers and advisors we could be, was that teaching is a profession of service. Krista and Mike were so supportive of me, and helped me through so much this week. I'm sure they had no idea how much of a wild card they were dealt, but nevertheless they truly went above and beyond the call of duty. They were a perfect example of what it takes to be a service leader, and gave everything they had for their students and myself. Before each class, they set aside a few minuets while the students get their materials to chat with them and ask them about the things that interest them. They invest in the small acts of kindness, and always ensure that each student in each class is seen and heard. 
 
Compassion first, content second is the golden rule for Mike and Krista. I've learned it doesn't matter what titles we hold, or places we've been or number of students we teach. It's about how we make others feel, and what example we set for our students. Even when it's been a long and tiring week, and all we want is to be negative and down on our spirits, our students only got to see us smiling and ready to roll. Some days I feel like I'm doing everything I can just to hold on, and Friday sees me sliding in with whatever is left of my sanity, but I stay strong and hold on. That's what it takes, and that's what I'm learning to give after this week.
 
 

3 comments:

  1. Ignore that this comment says it's from my husband; promise it's Becky! :-D

    I'm really proud of how you've hung in this week; it's been a doozy!! Hoping that you're feeling refreshed and renewed as you head into this next week!

    You talked a lot about the amazing examples Mike and Krista are. How are you bringing their example into your own teaching? What do you find yourself doing (that you may not have done before) because of your interactions with them?

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  2. Ryan, the other part that nobody told you about (in addition to the back pain) was the challenge of responding to personal life events in addition to preparing for/focusing on quality instruction. You have two of the best mentors anyone could hope for. It sounds like you are doing exactly what you should do which is to learn from them and incorporate their mentorship into your practice. Sounds like the learning is really getting real for you which is exactly what the internship is meant to do. Remember what I told you, this experience is going to grind you up, chew you up, and spit you out the other end a hardened, battle-seasoned young professional. Keep up the good work!

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  3. I am looking forward to visiting on Friday!

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